Au Revoir, Mon Cherie.

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2007-07-07T21:08:50Z

find me there.

the Neighbors have complained

2007-06-27T21:54:34Z

I took a step back as the room was filling up
And I was packed against some people who were tossing up a strong vibe
Now the door's locked
And the shower's on.
And I realize I don't recognize anyone,
But I don't mind
Well the neighbors have complained damn near every night.
The neighbors have complained damn near every night.

You shoulda shown up
Shoulda shown up by now
You shoulda shown up by now
With a knock at the door,
The knock at the door as it goes
Whoa...

Well now everybody's losing control!
Intoxicated circulation...
Just try and sit back, get my palette wet,
Getting mentally prepared for the consequences
And you know why...
Because that knock at the door
Calls the crowd to quiet.
The neighbors have complained damn near every night.

You shoulda shown up
Shoulda shown up by now
You shoulda shown up by now
Give it a rest, give it a rest, give it a rest
You shoulda shown up
Shoulda shown up by now
You shoulda shown up by now
With a knock at the door
The knock at the door as it goes
Whoa... whoa... whoa... whoa...

There's no one left lying on the second story floorboards
And I'm sure they heard next door
But the bottles are hollow now
And there's room at the bottom
And I would take it back
If I could, but I won't!

Sit back, get my palette wet,
Getting mentally prepared for the consequences
And you know why...
Because the neighbors have complained damn near every night.
The neighbors have complained damn near every night.

You shoulda shown up
Shoulda shown up by now
You shoulda shown up by now
Give it a rest, give it a rest, give it a rest
You shoulda shown up
Shoulda shown up by now
You shoulda shown up by now
With a knock at the door
The knock at the door as it goes
Whoa... whoa... whoa... whoa...

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The Great Escape- BLG.

2007-06-03T19:34:33Z

Boys Like Girls - The Great Escape

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause were young
And we'll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Stand In The Rain.

2007-05-09T05:17:09Z

She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

OEDIPUS

2007-04-04T05:51:09Z

So.
Just got back from Oedipus.
OH MY GOD.

From the begining:

Evan and I are walking into the venue. Someone taps my shoulder... "Hey, Aren't you Janaye?". STEVE the GUITARIST of OEDIPUS recognized me! He stops me and we talk for a bit until the person taking the tickets yelled at us for blocking the entrance.

Yeah. We get in there. We rock the fuck out. I lost my Metal-Neck-Ginity to Oedipus. Fuck yeah.
Anyways. They played their last song and the first thing that happens is JEREMY the BASSIST/SINGER bends down and.... hands me his set list! We talked for a bit, he is one of the nicest people i've ever met. He's getting married in 9 days [: That girl is incredibly lucky.
I talk to JEREMY and STEVE for a bit, both tell me they are really glad i finally got to make it to a show, and to wait around after wards so that we can talk. Well, no time for talking, really, since the next band started playing, but they signed my jeans and KEITH the DRUMMER asks evan... "Didn't we play a show with you?" Yep. Guess i wasnt the only one recognized. :D

Most. Amazing. Night. EVER. Spent the carride home talking to bob.

SO EPIC.

I can die happy now :D

LJ 10.2- The Whiskey A Go Go

2007-03-11T19:15:14Z

Last Night......
LKSDFLKDJFLKSDFLKSDFJD *SPLODE*

wow [[:

so i show up at aarons, and they are having a hair straightening fest. i got to straighten Mitch's hair, which was quite a task.
Than we all get hopped up on Amp, Monster, Rockstar, Red Bull before we get to the venue, and Mitch n I day dreamed about mozarella sticks.

we get to The Whiskey, I'm starving, and yada yada we go eat.
get this: my stomache had been growling since the car ride over, its 4 hours later, and my pizza is the LAST ONE to get to the table.
*stabs waitress profusely*

i ate 3 New York slices ^_^
oink oink

TIME TO PLAY!

Both bands were amazing.
BOB SANG! :D
And Ryan grabbed my hand 2 or 3 times.
And Bob and I made faces.
You are all JEALOUS.
DEEENIIIIIED.

Amprage & Mere Mishap were fucking fantastic
William Duval was out of this WORLD.
Evan is dead due to poking me in my sleep.
Hunter's chode a splode
And Bob is just Bob. 'Nuff Said [[:

my legs are hella sore.
catch you on the flip side, homie

xx Janaye -

LJ 9.2- Why put a new address

2007-02-09T00:46:14Z

on the same old loneliness?
and this is you and me
and me and you
until we've got nothing left.

I AM AN ARMS DEALER.
FITTING YOU WITH
WEAPONS IN THE FORM
OF WORDS.

yeahhh.
do the shuffle.

actually, im doing the homework right now.
i might get to some creative writing tonight.
i know, i know, i always say that.
but i have a story in my head thats been clawing at my insides and its about time i put the pen to paper.

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xx♥.

LJ 7.2- Here's To Us.

2007-01-20T19:24:30Z

"Here's to the kids. The kids who would rather spend their night with Patrick or Sonny playing on their headphones than go to some vomit-stained high school party. Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them. Here's to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars. Here's to the kids who never were too good at life, but still were wicked cool. Here's to the kids who listened to Fall Out Boy and Hawthorne Heights before they were on MTV. Heres to the kids that blame MTV for ruining their life. Here's to the kids who care more about the music then the haircuts. Here's to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush. Here's to the kids who hum "A Little Less 16 Candles A Little More Touch Me" when they're stuck home, dateless, on a Saturday night. Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart...from someone who didn't even know they existed. Here's to the kids who have read The Perks of Being A Wall Flower & didn't feel so alone after doing so. Here's to the kids who spend their days in photobooths with their best friend. Here's to the kids who are straight up smartasses & just don't care. Here's to the kids who speak their mind. Here's to the kids who consider screamo their lullaby for going to sleep. Here's to the kids who second-guess themselves on everything they do. Here's to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that."

-Pete Wentz

Anybody else ever think Pete is a freaking mind reader?

LJ 5.4- Time

2007-01-07T05:51:44Z

Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day.
Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course?
Each of us has such a bank. It's name is TIME.
Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds.
Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose.
It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day.
If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow."
You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success!
The clock is running!! Make the most of today.

To realise the value of one year, ask a student who failed a grade.
To realise the value of one month, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.
To realise the value of one week, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realise the value of one hour, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realise the value of one minute, ask a person who just missed a train.
To realise the value of one second, ask someone who just avoided an accident.
To realise the value of one millisecond, ask the person who won a silver medal at the olympics.

Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with. And remember time waits for no one.
Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift.

LJ 5.2- Obituaries again

2007-01-07T04:38:52Z

So this was a thread on FOBR.
Where you write your own obituary:

Janaye. [1991-2007] The inevitable end that was her only guaranteed. Her brain better belonged in her skull than across the pavement. So here lies the great Optimist that couldn't have even hoped for this.

LJ 4.9- Obituary

2007-01-06T22:27:09Z

Pete Wentz 1979-2005: only the good die young, but we'll make exceptions. mouth constantly writing checks that his heart couldn't cash. alright in the bedroom better on the pen. spotlight lover/spotlight hater. smile that could sell a heart or a car. bad on paper but alright in skin. in love with the truth. overtly desperate. safe. shyness that borders on arrogance. kind of invisible, kind of overexposed. wore his ego on his sleeve- a carcrash kind of heart. cute but not too cute. functionally depressed. sleepover prince, makeout king. bury him between love and friends and lock the gate.

hes so lyrical. very jealous over here.

p.s. hes not dead. he wrote that about himself.

LJ 4.8- LAST.FM

2007-01-06T20:33:05Z

For those of you with a Last.FM.... here my recently played tracks chart.

LJ 4.7- Tomorrow

2007-01-06T19:23:12Z

"just because today was a terrible day doesnt mean tomorrow might not be the best day of your entire life. you just have to wake up and get there."

-pete.

LJ 4.5- Pippi Longstocking

2007-01-06T07:32:41Z

"The children came to a perfume shop. In the show window was a large jar of freckle salve, and beside the jar was a sign which read: DO YOU SUFFER FROM FRECKLES?
'What does the sign say?' Ask Pippi. She couldn't read very well because she didn't want to go to school as the other children did.
'It says 'Do you suffer from feckles?'' said Annika.
'Does it indeed?' Said Pippi thoughtfully.
'Well, a civil question deserves a civil answer. Let's go in.' She opened the door and entered the shop, closely followed by Tommy and Annika. An elderly lady stood back of the counter. Pippy went right up to her. 'No!' she said decidedly.
'What is it you want?' Asked the lady.
'No,' Pippi said once more.
'I don't understand what you mean,' said thelady.
'No, I don't suffer from freckles,' said Pippi.
Then the lady understood but she took one look at Pippi and burst out, 'But, my dear child, your whole face is covered in freckles!'
'I know it,' said Pippi, 'but I don't suffer from them. I love them. Good morning'" (Lindgren, 1970, 18-19)

i wish i was more like pippi.
maybe i could accept having curly hair instead of flat ironing the crap out of it.

LJ 4- Oddly comforting...

2007-01-06T07:16:12Z

there's something oddly comforting
about spilling thoughts
through your keys and to the world
filled with random strangers.

LJ 2.5- Cellar Door

2007-01-06T07:13:30Z

"A famous linguist once said that of all the phrases in the English language, of all the endless combinations of words in all of history, that cellar door is the most beautiful."

I love Donnie Darko.